

1. what does entice together the pews? no not the floor wax. in fact the matter is not ceremonial but gravity and the spots where it passes grabs hold of time and time carries on the story through all the spaces between house and picture on the walls the model cars it is the same with people as with objects there really isn’t any explaining things though it feels necessary and rewards frustration and some very unreliable feeling of worth what the hell am i talking about? i haven’t a clue except that i think i’m trying to get at this space inside of me that i can’t by talking about something entirely different when in fact i just need to fall down with the people around me like dominoes because it’s true it’s not about the structures they’re just shadows and when the walls fall the center or empty space illuminates with sunlight and isn’t empty obviously 2. the inner inside what do they call it they call it crater, cave, core? the thing rings touch it and worlds explode into blackness from nothing it is what people die for or die into living they may also and simply when they do is this really what i want? how to define desire as inseparable from bone and flame correct and then again who am i anyway who am i i function like an atom the end the end the end 3. tickle ink spot spider to the floor the corners dusty dark the corners closed like the cavity of my stomach like my mind but the spider gets away some simple rumors one head to this head to that one and a fire ring sits up out of the rock ground a miracle so it’s beautiful but not really welcome whose decision is this who opened up doors to fan the disaster or close them causing vampire who are you linked to the out and in you have similarly made a pit-stop at a dangerous block you won’t get free ever of your mind unless the cords of flesh become light and strong golden in color lighter than hair manipulative like water in a manner that’s washing 4. i am amusedat the state of murmur you incorporated into your necktie loosen loosen it! be free to murmur for amusement and not just an average compulsion to act murmur whether feather or all the time stop as circumstance climbs a tree or acts out circumstance whether to be free or farther up is to take an ax and chop off the guilty parts instead, amuse yourself with each murmur. murmur through the whole act © 2003 Britta Kallevang Email |
I recently graduated from Naropa
University's MFA, Writing and Poetics program. I continue to live in
Boulder, writing poetry, running with my coach and mentor Lorraine Moller, and
trying to find a job that does not involve food service. Britta Kallevang |