BARBARIC
I hadn't flown three thousand miles for
this,
but to see my sister after her chemotherapy.
Now I'm swept up in the bloody ritual
jaws
of circumcision for her daughter Leslie's
new boy.
Family and in-laws I haven't seen in years
bask,
chatting, in the late September sun-bright
living room
as the "rabbi" orders, more than asks,
us to be silent. It's clear already he's
a ham.
Bleached blond, chunky build, buffed cuticles,
glib as a Vegas lounge lizard, he runs
through prayers
so fast, they buzz like flies. No one
understands or cares.
We want it over with, or, if possible,
not at all.
Faint, gaping from the oncoming shock,
face flushed,
Leslie carries in the baby on a pillowed
tray
covered with a sky-blue blanket like a
ceremonial dish,
his tiny arms tied to his sides.
"Not to worry," says
the cutter in what sounds like his thousandth
practiced pitch.
"The child will feel no pain. He'll
cry
because of the temperature change as the
alcohol dries."
Then he orders: "Mother, leave the room."
At which
stock-still, face reddening, already accessory
to the act, then
slowly backing away, she turns and flees.
His manicured left pinky dips into a cup
of wine,
then pokes into the baby's mouth.
It sucks and sighs.
"That's more than I've had all day," he
quips,
although it's still only morning.
Then his right hand wipes
the tiny penis with a swab of alcohol.
From a surgical case at hand he picks
a small-
handled knife, and quick as a tailor
at a loose thread, snips
and covers it as the stunned, swelling
pink face howls with terror
from more than a temperature change. "Mother!"
he calls; she trips
staggering into the room from her banishment
to the farthest end of the unsound-proofed
house, panic
in thrall to another obsolete, absolute
commandment
of the immemorial barbaric.
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